How does it get any better than this?How does it get any better than this?How does it get any better than this?I ate about 1/2 a gram of mushrooms this morning with my cacao.
It was not an overwhelmingly profound experience, but it was, indeed, exactly what I needed on this day, in this moment of my life. Because I sat alone, my intent was to enjoy this experience FOR ME, though thoughts of others continued coming up. I wanted to reach out and send songs to those I’d find myself thinking about. I routinely thought of what I’d post to instagram. I acted on none of this and truly enjoyed my personal self-care in the forest. I sat and listened to the entire album, “Waterfall of Wisdom” by Fia. I then walked and listened to the entire album again. I walked 5 miles. I had several moments of gratitude-filled cries, but oddly no tears. My heart was dripping, but not my eyes.
In one instance I found myself thinking about various different women in my life, those I haven’t seen in a while. Sena, Elle, Chelsea, Lindsey, Alli, Morgan, Jess, Sarah. The music had me thinking of the divine feminine, my inherent and deep connection to nature, that many, many others want the same harmonic freedom I do and that I’m not alone.
I’m now sharing my apple with Kamp and thinking about my next move. Perhaps I’ll sit here and won’t move at all.
